Steele, you're an ass

Jesus fucking Christ.


So after that whole horror with Hope, I had been riding around with Steele, Rivers, and Alex, and with our favorite psychiatrist being pretty comatose, and Alex deciding to fall mute, it had been pretty much Steele and me talking for the past two days or so.


That is until he decided to fucking drive off without me.


Let me back up a bit.


We had made a pitstop at a gas station in Pennsylvania. because I had to take a leak and Steele decided he needed a new pack of cigarettes. (Even though he had like, I don't know, 30 packs in his glove compartment. Whatever.)  So we went in. After I did some business I'm sure y'all don't want to read about I came out to meet with him before we left.


Except the 'him' I ran into wasn't Steele. It was fucking him. Daren. (Which, what the hell? He decided to make his own blogger account now?) So I did the natural thing that someone does when they run into someone who had kept you as a hostage.


I fucking bolted. Straight out the door. Into town. Almost got hit by a car, but the driver was nice enough to just swerve and flip me off before I got off the street.


So, after about an hour? Something like that, I manage to work my way back to the gas station to see that Steele had left. What the hell, man? I'm now stranded in God-knows-where-Pennsylvania. And Daren's somewhere here too.


I need to go figure out where I can sleep. I'm in a public library right now.


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EDIT: Oh, "Ray was with us, but he ran off gibbering about something in Pennsylvania." Really?

Hope

Where the hell do I begin.


Last week seems like a good place, doesn't it? Ugh.


So I had been driving around in circles for a week, right? Trying to figure out where the hell I was supposed to go, and how not to draw attention to me. Yadda yadda yadda. Whatever. I had this ingenious idea to contact Elaine to see if I could stay at Hope for a while, just to figure out what the hell I was supposed to do. She agreed, and I arrived last Friday night.


Those two days before it all got crazy were probably the best two I've had in, oh, a year? Somewhere around that. I really only talked to Elliott, the rest of the time there I was generally sleeping. (By the way, if Elliott ever offers to play the piano, take him up. The guy's a genius with that thing.)

Then David came, (do you know how tempted I am to make a "It's All David's Fault" joke? Because I really am. I can't believe how hard it is fighting off the urge.) and apparently this happened. So Shaun, Konaa, and others that were also here are slowly leaving, and I'm not sure what to do.


Honestly, I think I will stay. Elaine thought she was doing the right thing. You can't get mad at her for that. (Hell, if it was me in this situation I would have probably done the same thing.) Besides, it's nice here. Even if Hope has the same chance as everywhere else in the world, I'd rather be comfortable then out in the night, wet and cold. Call it a personal preference if you will.


Well, I think that's it. I'll post again when this 'impending attack' happens. (Though it really just seems like they're trying to bluff to scare everyone. Whatever. Guess we'll find out.)

Jennah's Back

Finally! :3


Do you know how creepy this apartment gets at night? Well, it's even worse when you're by yourself. x.x;


(I guess what I was reading doesn't help, though. Hehe...)


So, hm.


Oh, god. Yeah. Turns out Jennah was checking in on the blog (Hi! :3) so she knows what I've been reading. >.>;


Oops. She didn't seem to get mad, though! She said she was 'glad I was taking the time to appreciate the authors' works." and then we started talking about them. Turns out she's been keeping up. It was a little odd discussing them, but you kind of just got to roll with it.


Turns out her favorite characters are Writer, David, and Morningstar, and she started going off on a tangent about characters like Shaun, Konaa, Hylo, Spencer, and Elaine, and how more and more of them seem to be popping up. "They're like rabbits now." she said. I guess she does have a point. Lately more and more people seem to be making blogs.


She really does seem to be a loyal fan. Hehe. :P


Then came the bad news - she said she wasn't done, and she'll probably have to leave again soon. What she was working on got put on hold because there'd been no change in the situation for about two weeks, but she doesn't know when she'll get called to leave again.


...I really need to ask her what her job is. .__.

Lolling About

Really haven't had much to do lately, but something has caught my interest.


I'm not too sure with what's going on with this, but I guess Elaine, Shaun, and Konaa are running off to go save this group of kids. I've spent the past day or so reading what they've had and I'm actually wondering how this stuff is all set up.


I know it's not really real, but I hope that they're safe. The guys are so likable. :< I hope nothing bad happens.

I'm a Ninja

So I figured out the perfect way to get out of town last week.


Halloween.


It's amazing how during that one time of the year no one actually pays attention to some kid driving off in a car that may or may not be his.own. (I left a note to my family telling them to have some trust in what I'm doing, and if all goes well I'll see them again soon) But I'm tired of sitting around waiting for something to happen. If there's going to be something happening, I want to be the cause of it. Not the effect of what happens after.


I swear to god that line sounded better in my head. But I don't have too much time to think of anything cool to jot down. I'm just putting this up before I head out again. (Oh, yeah. I'm leeching off of some unsecured wifi network called "ForAdultUsage". I really don't want to know what it's for. I reaaaaaaaaaaaallly don't want to know.)


Back to what I said before. If there's going to be another standoff between me and whoever, I want to be the one with the advantage. I'm tired of hoisting up my skirt and waiting for the next person to make me their damsel in distress.


I'm not running. I'm still fighting. I'm just making the fight mobile.


It's time to make a difference.

Got a call from Jennah today.


She told me she's probably going to be home soon. What she's working on "is finally going somewhere", as she puts it. She was complaining about how nothing had changed in the past couple of weeks, but she's excited that her trip should be over soon.


So, that's good news...but I want to ask her about the blogs I found. Should I wait until she gets back? Should I not say anything? >>;; I really have no idea what to do right now.