This will all just stop. I'd give someone my left arm if it meant that this...insanity would just stop. You know what I mean?
I feel like...things will...go back to normal if I never touch this again. I'm still frustrated with Lucian. Not because he didn't tell me about Daren (well, he didn't, but that's not the point), but because he ran off like that. He got me out of there and then ran.
Does he think he's playing hero? Saving the day and flying away? I don't get it.
But he's gone.
He's....why? I don't get it. He's still posting on here.
I don't know what's running through this guy's mind.
Maybe one day this will all make sense...but for now I need to take a break.
Hopefully a permanent break. I can only hope, right?