Saturday, April 30, 2011

stopst opstop. mak eit stop. cannot thin k. tool oud. toolo ud.


Friday, April 29, 2011


Two more kids disappeared last night.

Apparently it was in broad daylight. The couple decided to stay a bit behind everyone else so they could have some “alone time”. After about half an hour, everyone else realized they were taking too long. They went back to check and see what happened, and the only thing they found was the guy’s shirt. They spent the rest of the afternoon looking for them, but they’re now declared missing.

As bad as I feel about more kids disappearing, I can’t help but be amused they were caught while they were making love. I know, I know. I’m burning in hell for the rest of my life for chuckling at this, but trust me; I am taking this very seriously. I’m trying to find the root of the problem, which seems to be pointing at Lucian.

I just can’t figure out where he would have disappeared to. I only saw him once after last Friday afternoon, and he was skirting around the park muttering about something. When I tried to get his attention he ran off, and I eventually lost him.

The schools are still closed, but we’ve still had to do work that the teachers have assigned through email. I don’t know what they’re going to do when the time for finals come around. There’s no way they’d trust us to take a test on a computer by ourselves. I hope they’re smarter then that. Though finals should be the last thing on everyone's minds right now. I don't mind having to spend a week at school in late June if it means everyone is safe again.

Everyone’s just been really on edge lately. As of now, six kids are gone. One body has popped up, (I don’t even think that anyone besides us have seen. I tried reporting it, but the police said they were already searching the forest. They’ve had cars parked outside for days; they should have been able to find what we found by now.)

Lucian. Please, please say something. Anything. You can’t just do what you did and stop having human contact. As messed up as you are right now, just say anything. This needs to stop.

Thursday, April 28, 2011



I haven’t doubted you once. Whatever you say, I nod, accept, and move on. But frankly? This last…thing was too much. I have no words for it, and I can’t just shrug what happened, what you did, off. It’s not right, man. The fact that you’ve been avoiding me since then has been making me even more suspicious.

I don’t know what’s going on in your head, or out here. It seems like I don't know anything at all lately. Just stop. Nothing weird has happened before you came here. We didn’t have students disappear. We didn’t have that spontaneous thick fog either. We didn’t have people start to bleed and act robotic, then suddenly cackle like a madman and faint. We didn't have bodies so mutilated it got to the point where you could barely recognize them, and you wish you didn't. We didn’t have anything strange happen.

Whatever you’re connected to, I need an explanation. That abductor? I could have just shrugged it off if it wasn’t for your behavior. That...body? I would have just assumed you found it if it wasn’t for the way you acted I could have thought it wasn’t connected if it wasn't for you making it obviously clear you have some sort of connection.

Please stop avoiding me. I need an explanation. I know you’ve been checking this. I'm not stupid.

Don’t make me think you’re the cause of this. I really don’t want to. You need some help. Major help. Just put a rest to everything. Tell me what's going on.

Is this connected to the mob? Were you placed under witness protection program to hide from whomever is doing this?


Does someone want to kill you?

Monday, April 25, 2011

To My Previous Post...

Words cannot describe what I'm feeling right now. Anger? Sorrow? Frustration? It's not any of these. I've finally calmed down though, I've apparently been pretty hysterical for the past two days. (Oh yeah, late Happy Easter. It's safe to say that ours wasn't a normal one.) Okay. Where to begin...

Alright, so after Lucian posted up, we went out. It was about, oh, what? 3:00 in the afternoon, if I remember correctly. Not having a clue where to look around for any hints at human life, we checked around the woods outside the town. It was the only place there could be any hiding spots, and at the time I thought it was a really smart idea. Lucian just shook his head, muttered something under his breath, and followed in after me. The time was about 4:30 in the afternoon, I believe.

As soon as we entered it seemed off. What was once a sunny day because cloudy and misty wisps of fog traveled throughout the trees. Shrugging it off as just Indiana's weather being Indiana's weather, Lucian and I split up the forest into two sections. We each had two hunting knives, a flashlight, (I didn't know how dark it was going to be in there.), and a bottle of water. We agreed to meet back up in an hour, and went our separate ways.

About half an hour into the search, (according to my watch, at least), the fog worsened, enough to where I couldn't see five feet in front of me without my flashlight. I was a little worried, but I went further along. It was at this point where I had this feeling like I was walking in circles. What was worse, though, was I felt like I was being watched; and about every five minutes or so I would hear a bush rustle, and spin around to find nothing. I spent a good amount of time looking around for any animals, but there was nothing there.

My paranoia increasing, I tried to head back to where Lucian and I split up, and was going to wait for him to get back. Stumbling over the fog hidden roots, I managed to find myself in a clearing that I didn't remember ever being in before. Turning around to head back to where I was, my light passed along a moving shadow. I heard another rustle, and called out

Lucian?” No response was given. I sighed, thinking that it was just my paranoia and left the clearing, I went back to searching for someone, anyone. By now it felt like a different search, though. What was before a search to find four missing people had turned into a search for me to find anyone I knew. I had never felt so alone before. It was as if the fog was cutting me off from everybody else, isolating me in a cloak of fear.

Almost screaming for anybody to find me, I almost wet my pants when I heard

...Ray” from behind the trees. Spinning around to confront the voice, I found a very calm looking Lucian staring at me, with blood running from his mouth. “Follow me,” he said, almost trance like. Never being happier to find a face I recognized, I didn't hesitate to question Lucian's mannerisms. Falling into stride after him, it felt as if we had walked almost the whole length of the forest before Lucian finally stopped in the same clearing I left just what seemed like a minute ago. Raising one arm, he wiped his mouth before saying, “Look there.” Now worried with his behavior, I did as he said and shone my light on the tree he pointed at. Not noticing anything out of the ordinary, I looked over to him and just shrugged.

It's a tree. What's so special about it?” I asked him. He lowered his arm, and I did the same with my light. What I discovered must have been...the most mutilated thing I had ever seeing. My brain didn't register what it was at first. Upon realizing it was one of my classmates that had disappeared, however with a radically different appearance, I went to shout for help, my voice being caught in my throat. I took a step closer for a more detailed inspection, and saw that he was naked, dried out skin peeling so badly it was just falling off in clumps. His abdomen was ripped open, his insides hollowed out. All his organs, tissues, everything but his bones, were removed.

An empty cackle echoed through the clearing, and I realized it was Lucian. Slowly turning back around, my gaze met with his before he simply mouthed,

Help me.” His eyes then rolled into the back of his head, his jaw dropped open, and he fell to the floor, unconscious.

It was by this point my head wouldn't shut up. I had so many thoughts running together they were starting to mesh, almost become distorted, the last thing I clearly remembered was looking down at my watch again. It was frozen at 4:30 pm.

It was at this point I'm pretty sure I passed out. I woke up in my bed in different clothes, and everything I had brought were spread out on my desk neatly. I checked my watch again, and it was working. It was about 2:30 in the morning, and I pulled open my laptop to post my last entry.

I'm confused as fuck right now. This feels like a nightmare, but I keep pinching myself to wake up. It's not working.

I'm going to Lucian's later to ask what the hell happened to him.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Jesus fucking Christ. We found a body. A god damn body. Ohhh, shit. Shit.

So much for fucking optimism.

Friday, April 22, 2011


Welcome back, creeps. It seems my attempts to get rid of you have not workeed. Oh well...I'm sure I'll eventuually succed.

Oh, what's that? You're wondering why my typing is more intelligible? heheheh. Well, Ray's forcing me to learn how to type this thing. I have to to learn if I have to deal with him.

Ray's been telling you about whats happening here.he shouldn't be telling these things. IT's bad. Bad bad bad. if youwant to remain emain happy you should leave this alone. Go away away away. I'm trying to save your life. I seem to be bad luuck. . Why? Why? I try to be goodd. Everything around me falls apart. whywhywhy

I'm slipping up.Sorry. I'm not going to retype this thing out for you creeps, though. It isnt worth my time. Um, I mean isn't. There, I corrected. leave mea lone now. alone. fucking go. go.         go.

Wellwell, creeps, Ray’s telling me to wrap up the damn post sow e can “go out and try to look for clues”. We should probably be looking for some blue paw prints, right? No? I will. (what's that showsname again?)

gallop away. galloping away. HAHAHA

Sunday, April 17, 2011


How the fuck do four kids just disappear like that? I. Don't. Get. It.

It’s not even like they’re playing hooky or anything either, they didn't take anything with them. My mind is reeling; this town is small, we know each other. We would have noticed a new face by now. Is abduction really a plausible theory?

The police are wondering if the four kids had actually belonged to some sort of cult, since it would match other disappearances over the years. Yeah, right. A cult here? That would be near impossible. We would have noticed a group of people acting strange by now. It seems our lovely police force is starting to give up, and now they’re just spitting out ideas. Not that I blame them, this thing is reaching the two week point. Or is it three? Time is going by too fast, and it's not good.

School’s now been officially closed, and the administration isn’t sure when it’s going to reopen. Nobody can focus right now, hell, the whole county is acting like a chicken with its head cut off. (Ugh, bad mental image, sorry.)

Christ. What the fuck happened? Were they serious? Was this a planned murder-suicide? (Even so, how do you make the bodies disappear?...)

If there is an abductor out there, and if you just happen to be reading this? Please, stop. Return everyone who you kidnapped, and turn yourself in. You’re causing a lot of pain and grief. Why would you do something like this? Is this your idea of a sick joke? It’s not funny, not at all.

God. I wonder if they're still alive.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Well, Shit

Remember those kids I mentioned? The ones who were trying to pull a prank on everyone at school? Yeah, they’re gone. It's been what, a week now?  How do four kids just disappear like that? No one noticed any of them acting strangely, and they seemed calm when they all went home. A bit jumpy, but that was it. I don’t get it. I. honestly. don’t. get. it. I’m starting to wonder if their story had any truth to it. They saw a possible abductor? It’s the only thing that makes some sort of sense, but getting into the school and moving around that fast seems creepy as shit.

The staff have been trying to act like nothing strange is happening, but they’re not putting up a good act. During classes, there’s been drug dogs going through the school (which, ironically, has busted a couple of other students), and officers interrogating kids about when they last saw the foursome, what they were doing; yada yada yada. It's been pretty useless so far. School's now been closed until the police figure out what had happened to the kids.

Oh yeah, Lucian. He’s seemed to have calmed down a bit, but he still doesn’t want to go anywhere near this thing. He’s saying a bunch of creeps on the internet shouldn’t know about this thing. I don’t…understand his logic, but if it’s making him feel safer, then so be it. I’m not going to try and stop him.

I don’t know. I’m sure I’m leaving some things out, but so much has happened at once, and my minds all over the place. If I can think of anything, I’ll let you guys know.

Monday, April 4, 2011

Not Your Normal Monday

Mondays. They're the "dentists" of the week. No one wants them, everybody hates them. It causes nothing but pain and bad news. Ugh...

Okay, so today was weird. Not just your normal, run-of-the-mill crappy Monday, it was just plain weird. The day started off pretty normal, although it was pretty stormy. Up until about lunch, it stayed that way. Long story short - apparently there was an intrusion in the school.

They said there was an intruder, but if there was, the intruder must have disappeared into thin air. A couple of kids reported seeing a man standing around outside the school, and no one saw him move. Then somewhere else, another person would spot him.

If this wasn't bad enough, during 6th period, he "got in to the school." Yeah. Personally, I'm calling bull on this. The first kid who reported this "intrusion" has a history for not being the most honest kid ever. It was most likely his brilliant idea for a late April Fool's Day prank. And it almost seemed legit when he had said his friends had taken pictures with their phones. The result was something I shouldn't have wasted my time looking into, though; the pictures were just the outside of the school. Nothing out of the ordinary about that.

I was pretty spooked during it happened; I mean, someone got into the school. That in itself would be enough to make you want to crap your pants. But some guy that seems to move really fast? Come on, that sounds like something you'd see in a really bad comic.

It seems the county here were also testing their tornado sirens today. It made today stranger (which I thought would be impossible), but Lucian looked like a kicked dog every time it went off. He seemed very creeped out, which I would think is nearly impossible considering his personality. I tried getting a hold of him when we got home, but he wouldn't answer the door. I hope he's okay.

Sunday, April 3, 2011


 fuck fuck i'm back. oh, ray's telling me to hit this shiFt key. Oooh, it makes a capital Letter. HAHAHA shift.

Ray is telling me hes going to teach me how to use this box. See that? Capital letters. I already learned more today then I did at school. School, fuck fuck fuck school. Its just a cage for people. You can cant just keep people there like that. It's not not right. Not at all.

Thhis place is so boring so boring boring. Maybe ill move somewhere else. Hahaha. Justrun away in the middle of the night and leave ray wondering where I went. That would be fun. hahaha. so fun. creeps creeps why are you still reading me. did you exit out of this? you dont want to be reading this. the more attention i get the more baad things happen. you are only meant to give me entertainment. i dont do anything for you. goawaycomeagainanotherday.


Okay, this is Ray taking the laptop from Lucian. Again, I apologize about his grammar...and lack of computer abilities, but he's slowly learning. I think I have some typing software lying around somewhere in my basement I can install. It should help him. I'm hoping his next post shows major improvement.

Saturday, April 2, 2011


I apologize about Lucian's entry. I thought he was making up excuses when he said that he was horrible with writing. Guess I was the hell did he pass 3rd Grade?

Sorry for the short entry, but I figured I might as well put this up. Not much has happened lately, but if I can think of anything, I’ll put it up here.

Friday, April 1, 2011


you know what i hate. the internet. everyone out there is a creep who just reads and watches things because they can. for their amusement. you know i also hate bats. theyre a rat and a bird. just make up your fucking mind. i think whoever created this world accidentally made a smear and turned them them into that fucking thing. really? someone should go and cut off all their wings. heheh chop chop chop cut them right off. too bad they dont survive. dead rats.

why did ray insist i do this. i was fine with writing. at least with that you can scrib ble on the pages and shit. i can't do fucks worth on anything with this thing it seems. heheheh i guess i could try to but only when ray isnt here.

i dont wan.t to to do this i dont want people watching me. i dont want to watch please ple stop. im not going to ask again.

stop reading. stopp readinng.