Have you ever felt helpless?
Have you ever felt like you're just a puppet, with someone else pulling the strings?
Have you ever felt like you're a dim light be smothered in the darkness around you?
Have you ever been beaten into unconsciousness and wake up, just to have it happen again?
Have you ever been so fucking dumbfounded you don't know what to say?
Have you ever felt so useless you don't know what to do?
I keep pinching myself to see if I'll wake up from this dream.
It's not working.